I will let you down, I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns

upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt


if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way