Thera are many ways we attempt to fight this crazyness that trys to drag us under. One of my regular tricks is to try and learn something new and different. Not necessarily something that forces me to leave the house or talk to people or anything ridiculous like that. Just some tiny little skill, that I can add to the list of my personal inventory, that signals that change is indeed possible and time is in fact moving forward. My name is Ophelia... I have read all of the Mary Ryan "Top 100 books for 2008" bar the bible, I can crotchet a blanket, I can paint a watercolour, I can emboss paper, I can play "Three Little birds" on the guitar, and as of today......... I can make balloon animals!!
I am still alive, still here, and still moving forward and changing, albeit ever so infintisimal!
Therapy tomorrow. Time to be really honest and see what I can do to get the madness under control.